if it wasnt because of you

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If it wasn't because of you,

I wouldn't have known,

The excitement to see someone,

Even when there's plenty of people in the room.

If it wasn't because of you,

I wouldn't have known,

The joy of talking nonsenses with the special one,

Because it feels like watching all flowers to bloom.

If it wasn't because of you,

I wouldn't have known,

That it's possible for a human being to love;

deeply, silently,

Yet let the years pass by to consume.

If it wasn't because of you,

I wouldn't have known,

How painful of the word "almost" is,
and how easily it can hurt just by hearing it.

And if it wasn't because of you,

I wouldn't have known,

The feeling of heartbreak,

and the sadness in every seconds of it.

So yeah..

I guess I want to thank you too.

If it wasn't because of you,
I wouldn't have known,
That I'm able,
to through it all.

June 21st, 2020. 02:21

- V