does it?

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tonight,

with my mind wander how things could go wrong when it should be right,
i thought,

was it really his fault?
or is it just me for being too sensitive?


maybe he loves me more than i know,
maybe he already gave more than what i should deserve

and maybe the problem is myself,
for always expecting more,
while i forgot to return the favor equally.

it reached to the point where i told myself,
it's me that should have changed.

i should love him better
i should know him deeper.

but just like that,
right after i intended to change my mind,

another disappointment hit me hard.

once again, 

i was faced with a reality that made me fall apart.

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i guess that's a clue,
even the universe doesn't find it true.

August 24th, 2016. 13:48

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